well i'm back from my cruise already ! but i don't think i'll be updating, at least not till tomorrow or something. feeling really drained and weak now. was sick during the trip. it was still fun though (:

it's really funny how i could sleep so soundly on the cruise. i swear i had the best sleep in ages, those 3 days we spent there. it was just plain old good sleep. but the minute i got home my sleep was plagued by my worries, thoughts, and emotions again. i kept drifting in and out of sleep, suddenly dreams and reality became blurred, and my anxieties kept slotting in sporaidically. it was horrible.

i suddenly feel really empty.