i've been blogging alot lately. so weird, i have no idea why. maybe cos i have nothing better to do online.

yesterday someone told me that initiating and waiting for someone else to intiate are very different things. so looks like more than one person thinks that's my problem. oh well maybe they're right. i think it's actually more of a really bad habit than anything else. perhaps i should try getting rid of it.

many people are constantly searching for new things. but sometimes when the novelty of the new things wears off, they forget why they even liked them in the first place. i think im like that too. im always looking for new and exciting things, and i get sick of old things really quickly. fickle-ness in the first degree.. i suppose that's my real vice.